1. |
Too Weak
02:50
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I'm too weak
I'm too weak to carry on
There's too much burden burning strong
Inside me
And I'm so lost
I only have the dark to turn
If I light match will it burn
All you breathe
I'm too weak
I'm too weak
I'm too weak
I guess I never really knew
All of the inter-workings of a precious mind
But it's too close and too fast
And time has come and past
And all of the beauty that I'd found in you
Has faded away
Amongst the silver glass and now
Little did you know that round and round and round we'd go
Oh, but what are you gonna say
Cause I'm too weak
I'm too weak
I'm too weak
I'm too weak (x6)
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2. |
Idealism
02:02
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Borderline obsessive
Not to be complacent
With the strength of five men
can't help but distract it
Leading on a real life
In a very sick world
She's been staring at the sun
Wishing she could change it all
me
I've never been
Me
Who could ever love
Me
All of this is insane
I sure don't feel the same
Everything inside her
Has bloomed into a field of fire
Blood now on the sofa
You should have never told her
That you would make a movie
And she would be the star
Me
I've never been
Me
Who could ever love
Me
I've never been
Me
I'm not me
I'm not me
I'm not me
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3. |
To Be Heard
02:42
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4. |
Young Girl
03:22
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Young girl
slip of the tongue
youve only got one place to hide
fear
bruise your best friend
silouetts dancing
On the walls
your hands
they haunt you dreams
providing scream after scream after scream
no tears could hide your eyes
translucent they rise on the lips of his lies
young girl
covered in paint
wash it away all away colors fade
I'll fill
fill up the tub
drown independence before they come
Keep your thoughts to yourself my darling
nobody will care nobody will care
keep your words inside your lungs my darling
replacing space for air
please dont leave her
your all that she's ever loved
enough to trust
back hand blind her
And flip your lighter
to the sun
memorial feild you run
young girl take me away
take me away from this pain
a space to call my own
call my own
we can go to place
a place where we could run, maybe run away
through feilds of cotton woods
and chace to chase the sun
please dont leave her
your all that she's
ever loved
enough to trust
back hand blind her
And flip your lighter
to the sun
memorial feild
young girl
covered in paint
wash it away wash it away
Young girl
Covered in paint
Wash it away
All of these colors will fade
All of these colors will fade
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5. |
Use Her
02:41
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Everything beautiful
They've taken everything beautiful out of my hands
In a world run by animals
Who cares if the lessons are right by the end
I'm painting with flowers
And eating my own teeth right out of my head
Who cares I'm a miracle
Nobody will see it the way that I did
You're gonna use her and use her and blue and then bruise her and everything will fall apart
You're gonna take her and make her and shape and enslave her and she will just have to restart
You're gonna use her
You're gonna use her
Everything beautiful
They've taken everything beautiful out of my hands
In a world run by animals
Who cares if the lessons are right by the end
I'm painting with flowers
And eating my own teeth right out of my head
Who cares I'm a miracle
Nobody will see it the way that I did
You're gonna use her and use her and blue and then bruise her and everything will fall apart
You're gonna take her and make her and shape and enslave her and she will just have to restart
You're gonna use her and use her abuse and confuse her and everything will fall apart
You're gonna use her (x 5)
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6. |
Apologies to Myself
03:43
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Give me a second
A second to clear my throat
I will speak with a calm voice
I will sing in quiet tones
Because I want you to listen
To my chapped lips that often bleed
With ears full of cotton
I doubt very much that you hear me
Your breath could float a feather
Though the airs to thin to breathe
My companies contaminated
With toxic remnants of my memories
I hurt you
And I didn't mean to
But Excuse won't save me
From my self
I cracked my skull over my knee
Tore my own flesh I watched it bleed
Cover my lungs in ash I blew
I did it all to be with you
-it's okay it's not the same though
You
-I hope I've changed
After spring then summer came
Told a mirror I couldn't live this way
And if I am not on his mind
Then what's the point of dying in fire
I wrapped my hands around my neck
I can't be loved much less respected
Old words could only remind
Oh this could never come into light
I hurt you
I didn't mean to
But excuse won't save me
From myself
I tore through pictures of pure white
To fix my flaws and set things right
So I could be like her in hue
And I did it all to be with you
-it's okay, it's not the same though
You
-I hope I've changed
I did it all to be with you
I hurt myself to be with you
I cut it off to be with you
And now I'm sorry for myself
Deepest apologies to me from myself
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7. |
Incomplete
02:44
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Child of mine has flown the coop
She spread her wings and is beautiful to
But not in the right way she has holes in her jeans
Now has knots in her hair, and chips in her teeth
We know the sun only shines on bottle blond hair
Her tightened skin and cold killer stare
She has all of the answers to every mans prayer
Right between her thighs, but she's to high to even care
Oo *6
Child of mine has flown the coop
She spread her wings and is beautiful to
But not in the right way she has dirt on her jeans
Now has knots in her hair, and chips in her teeth
We know the sun only shines on bottle blond hair
Her tightened skin and cold killer stare
She has all of the answers to every mans prayer
Right between her thighs, but she's to high to even care
Oo*3
Let me go*4
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